The constant trying to be who you think you are is the action that is "wrong" - if you are looking to be the freedom of this heart that is already true of "you". You believe yourself to be who you think you are and then you attempt to work out how you can "attain" this "you" of you to add to the basket of your attainments of who you think you are. This of course, cannot happen.

The beauty of the perplexity that arises out of the old tendencies of moving as if you are the mindbody and the incoming learnings and awakenings of the seeing and being of this "you" that you are beginning to become aware of as actually being "you." You would not want to miss any of it for all of the rice in Asia.

If you fight and struggle with your mind, you invite a fight from your mind - and a fight with your mind is only going to have you being the loser. When you refuse to play the game of your mind, you will be out of it. Of course, to no longer play the game of the mind is going to demand that you give your attention to an entirely different place to this one that you automatically keep on gravitating to.

You believing that you are getting more "onto it;" that you are "just about there;" that you have arrived at the big "nothing" or the great void; is not relieving you from being lost in your attempt in trying to be who you think you are from one moment to the next. Who you already are already is, right now. Not some "now" that will come along later. But now.

Who you are is this "motion of seeing" that is flowing through the eyes of this mindbody that you find yourself flowing through, right now. Who "you" are is already here, in this very moment. You can actually and truly be completely free from the bondage of this prison of your own making, if you are so wanting.

All self concern is a symptom of the disease of "not being" which disappears as soon as you realize who you are - this "you" of you - which is your natural state. Giving it a grand title like "enlightenment" only shows how insane we are. It is your natural state.

Once you begin to awaken to this "you" and the clarity that this "you" is, you will not be so interested in turning away from it - particularly to the sheer "ugliness" of what you are left with trying to defend when you are not realizing this "you" of you.

Transcendence of the very activity that keeps you so utterly bound up by its resistance and informancy of this mindbody that you find yourself so intimately involved with, is freely available to you right now.

This "you" that you are now so capable of being - if you so wish - is the one behind the many who is also flowing through the many and is in the process of incarnating into the many with the fullness and purity of itself.

It not only has you in love with your self but it also has you in deep gratitude with having the capacity to being able to find and stop at and as this "you" of you, and of coming to being deeply at rest as this one that is flowing through the eyes of this mindbody that you find your self flowing through.